Peculiar Sensation

There’s a peculiar sensation to being alive,
Walking and talking, but dead inside-
Like a melon scooped out, or a tanned leather hide;
The vital parts no longer reside.

It’s hollow and colorless; it’s a bit of a crime-
Disappointing, when I check, to find
Neither guts nor a living spark- that I’m only lined
By insulation, to pad the rind.